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Fic: That Look; Setsuna/Lockon; NC-17

Title: That Look
Author: Aravis Tarkheena
Pairing: Setsuna/Lockon
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Slash. Also, sex lots of it
Disclaimer: Not mine, everyone is legal
Word Count: 2200 ish
Author's Notes: This was written for a request for Seme Setsuna on the Gundam 00 kinkmeme. As comments can't be NEARLY 2200 words long. I tried posting it in pieces twice and it pissed me off so I'm posting this here so I don't have to reply with 50 fucking million comments. I'm far too impatient for that shit. You can pretend I'm anonymous if that makes you angry.



That Look

It was about six months into their relationship when Setsuna started giving him that look. The look that meant he was seriously thinking about something, something that clearly had to do with Lockon.

Lockon had been the recipient of that look before. The two weeks before Setsuna had propositioned him for the first time had been filled with that look. Lockon had caught it in the reflections of windows when Setsuna was standing behind him. He caught it when he glanced up from his work, only to find Setsuna’s eyes on him. He caught it after missions when he leapt from his cockpit energized and elated, seeking out his partner and finding Setsuna, calm and contemplative. Considering him. Measuring him up. Studying him.

Just as he was doing now.

It was vaguely unnerving in a purely Setsuna way. It made Lockon nervous, but then Setsuna had always made Lockon nervous. The kid was a little too serious, a little too intense and a little too calm for someone as young as he was.

Lockon had eventually gotten used to the low grade energy that radiated off of Setsuna. It had lessened the more time they spent together. Lockon suspected it had something to do with Setsuna getting more and more comfortable in his presence. The first time he had been around Setsuna when that low grade energy the kid radiated wasn’t making his stomach feel like he’d missed a step, was the first time they had sex.

That’s when Lockon had seen Setsuna relax; really relax, for the first time since they met. He decided that he liked the look on the kid. He liked it a lot. It made it easier for he, himself, to relax. The tension in Setsuna had been rapidly decreasing the longer they were having sex.

But now it was back and Lockon was getting that funny feeling in his stomach again and Setsuna was giving him that look.

Lockon figured that Setsuna would drop whatever bombshell was preoccupying his pretty little head in his own time. So he tried to carry things on as normally as possible.

Only that tension was starting to slip into the bedroom and sometimes, when Lockon was kissing his way down Setsuna’s lean belly he’d glance up at Setsuna and see him gazing back at him with that look. Or he would gasping as Setsuna moved his mouth hotly over him and Lockon would look down to find Setsuna watching him, with that look. Even after they had made love, as Lockon waiting for his breathing to even out and his heart beat to slow, he would reach for Setsuna and find him with that look on his face.

Finally, it got to be too much for Lockon.

He was sitting on his bed, waiting for Setsuna to come back into the room they shared. They had just returned from a training run, and Setsuna was rinsing off in the shower down the hall. Lockon was sitting his own bed as he stared at Setsuna’s and contemplating another evening of lovemaking with that nervous tension twisting his gut. So, when Setsuna walked into the bedroom, Lockon sat up straight and looked at him directly.

“What’s the deal here, Setsuna? What’s been bothering you? If you tell me, maybe we can figure out what to do about it,” he kept his voice strong, firm, confident. He tried to sound like he was in charge. The only problem was that, when Setsuna was in the room with him, he rarely felt ‘in charge’.

Setsuna turned from where he stood at the trunk near the end of his own bed. He looked up at Lockon, damp hair curling around his ears and the towel sagging low on his hip bones.

He contemplated Lockon for a few moments with that look on his face; eyes calm and face blank before speaking slowly and clearly. “I want to fuck you.”

Lockon blinked. “What?” he asked a bit startled. They had slept together dozens of times and Setsuna had never given any indication that he wanted anything other than Lockon fucking him.

Setsuna stalked over to the bed and dropped his towel to the floor, he climbed onto the narrow bed and straddled Lockon’s hips. He braced himself on the headboard, fingers curling around the bars and arms bracketing Lockon’s head. He leaned in close and gave Lockon that look.

“I want to fuck you,” he enunciated clearly, calmly.

Then he kissed Lockon. His mouth was firm, hard and insistent, not at all like the lax, pliant mouth Lockon was used to kissing. He didn’t let out any of the little breathy noises he made during sex.

And he kept his eyes open.

Watching Lockon. Watching his reaction, his movements, his expressions.

Setsuna’s fingers trailed down Lockon’s chest, deftly unbuttoning his pajama top and kissing his way down Lockon’s neck and bare chest. His gaze never left Lockon’s face and even when he closed his own eyes Lockon could still feel Setsuna watching him. He could still feel that look and that nervous tension in his belly heated up and morphed to arousal as wet heat of Setsuna’s mouth flicked low over his belly.

Slender fingers dug under the waist band of his sleep pants and he lifted his hips as Setsuna pulled pants and his boxers down over his erection.

Setsuna tossed them to the floor and slowly licked his lips before speaking again. His voice was calm and even despite Setsuna’s own erection and the rosy pink flush of his skin that spoke volumes about his arousal. Lockon never could tell by Setsuna’s facial expressions whether or not he was in the mood for sex, but that flush to his skin was always a dead give away.

“I need you to tell me how,” he said, deep and low.

Lockon nodded mutely and cocked his head to the side, indicating the chest near his own bed. It was pushed between the wall and sideboard and Setsuna bent over his lap to pull the top up and reach inside. He grabbed two condoms and a bottle of slick before shutting the lid and looking back to Lockon.

The silence between them was expectant, even if none of that feeling was anywhere on Setsuna’s face.

“You need to-“ Lockon broke off to take a breath. He was used to dirty talk, had used it on other lovers countless times. With Setsuna it never felt right, so he had never tried it. Now he had to explain to the kid how to finger him and he was suddenly having a case of the nerves. He swallowed hard and tried again. “You need to stretch me, make me slick. Like I did for you,” he added, hoping it would clarify matters and keep him from having to offer further explanation.

Setsuna’s eyes darkened fractionally and Lockon could feel the sharp exhalation of Setsuna’s breath on the spit damp skin of his stomach and ghosting over his overheated cock.

Setsuna turned his attention to the bottle in his hand, he flipped open the cap and spread the lube onto the fingers of his right hand. He calmly closed the cap, set the bottle onto the bed next to the condoms and looked back at Lockon.

Lockon silently lifted on leg and propped it up in Setsuna’s shoulder, spreading his legs wide. For the first time in a long time, Lockon felt naked in front of a lover. It wasn’t that he hadn’t done this before. He had, many times. It was more that he’d never done it before with someone so intent and silently demanding. Lockon was so caught up in Setsuna’s gaze, in that look, that he wasn’t entirely sure he could have said no to this if he had wanted to. Like Setsuna was silently willing him to do exactly what he desired.

It made it hard for Lockon to breathe.

Setsuna dropped a kiss to Lockon’s calf, a silent reassurance, before reaching down with is right hand. The light touch of his fingers slid down across his balls and painted Lockon’s perineum with cool wet, lube. Setsuna’s fingers danced over his opening, the touch so deft and light that Lockon would have called it teasing if he hadn’t known that Setsuna was far too inexperienced to tease.

He had no warning, not from Setsuna’s face or eyes, when Setsuna slowly, firmly pushed one long finger inside of him. Lockon groaned, deep and low as he felt himself being penetrated. It had been a long time and he’d almost forgotten how good it felt. There was always this vague sense of anticipation tickling through Lockon’s mind when someone prepped him.

It felt good, but the best was yet to come.

Setsuna’s jaw had tensed when he slipped his finger inside Lockon, and Lockon could see the tension building around Setsuna’s eyes and the muscles of his shoulders. His movements were getting quicker and the edge of calm that always left Lockon feeling vaguely discomfited was disappearing rapidly, only to be replaced by a sense of urgency.

Setsuna was losing his cool.

Lockon smirked and glanced up at his lover, catching Setsuna’s eyes as he shifted his hips up, moving into Setsuna’s slowly thrusting finger.

“Another one,” Lockon whispered, keeping his voice deep and breathy.

Setsuna bit his lip and pushed a second finger inside.

Lockon shifted his hips again. “Tilt your hand up, oh just like that,” he gasped as Setsuna hit his prostate and sparks flashed across Lockon’s eyes. He practically shouted as Setsuna did it again and again, the confidence and certainty leaking back into his gaze as he milked Lockon’s prostate and watched him writhing on his fingers.

“Oh this is going to be good,” Lockon breathed and pressed a hand to Setsuna’s arm, to still it. He reached with the other to grab a condom and tore open the wrapper.

Setsuna’s chest was heaving slightly and his breathing had quickened as he watched Lockon’s fingers opening the condom. Lockon smiled up at him and shifted up, his hands reaching for Setsuna’s erection.

It was thick and red and had a vaguely purple tint at the tip, an indication that always meant that Setsuna was very hard and very close to coming. Lockon pressed a kiss to a tightly bunched shoulder muscle when Setsuna started at the feel of Lockon slowly rolling the condom down over the head of cock.

Lockon settled back against the pillows and smirked at Setsuna, nodding his permission. Setsuna pulled out his fingers, took a deep breath and pushed inside Lockon.

It was tight and a little abrupt but it felt hot and hard and perfect. Setsuna shifted forward, settling himself over Lockon with his arms braced on either side of his head.

“This might be quick,” Setsuna warned in a tight voice.

Lockon laughed and wrapped a leg around Setsuna’s waist. “It always is the first time,” he purred in Setsuna’s ear.

Then Setsuna moved.

Fucking Setsuna was nothing at all like being fucked by Setsuna. Fucking Setsuna was all about tentative touches and a pliant body. Being fucked by Setsuna was all about firm hands and sharply snapping hips.

Setsuna fucked like Setsuna flew. Sure and quick and hard and fast as Setsuna moved inside him, rubbing him everywhere and leaving him feeling tight and tense and perfect. Lockon could hardly hold on to him and they were both panting, gasping for breath as Setsuna’s fingers dug into the pillow by Lockon’s head.

Setsuna’s cock was rubbing up against his prostate and Setsuna’s mouth biting into his own bottom lip as he moved in and out of Lockon. Lockon reached down and fisted his cock, needing to come so badly he could feel it fluttering down his chest and into his belly.

When his orgasm hit it was almost a shock, his body was oversensitive and his mind couldn’t focus beyond the need for more, so when the breath gusted out of his lungs in a tight shout and he felt himself coming all over both of them he almost couldn’t figure out what was happening. All he could do was feel himself tightening around Setsuna, and his eyes opened wide in surprise. Just in time to watch to Setsuna’s close tightly and hear a groan break from his throat as he pressed himself hard into Lockon one last time and came, pulsing inside of him.

Setsuna’s back was slick with sweat when Lockon ran soothing circles over it, trying to help calm Setsuna’s breathing. It had been quick, it had been dirty and Lockon was feeling more than a little sore now that the endorphins had worn off, but he still felt a smile spreading across his face.

“You know,” he said to Setsuna, his voice still rough from the sex. “You don’t have to wait several weeks before telling me you want to do something like this. You could just ask.”

Setsuna lifted his had and blinked his eyes open, he glanced at Lockon from behind a sweaty fall of bangs and gave him that look.

Lockon just sighed and shook his head. At least next time he knew not to worry so much.






I got into another bike accident today and fucking hurt my hand. Now I'm in a ridiculously bad mood. I was on that really busy bridge from the Art Museum into West Philly. This asshole swerved into the bike lane and so I had to swerve to avoid him and I ended up crashing into a post because I didn't have enough room. The fucking asshole. It's bad enough I have to deal with trolley tracks and jerks parking in the bike lanes, now this fucker is DRIVING in my lane! I'm pissed as hell and my fingers are swollen and bleeding.

Also, s_d link of the day. It made me smile. J'onn even has some chocos to share with Kyle when they're done. So cute. <3

Comments

( 15 comments — Leave a comment )
greeneyelove
Jun. 19th, 2008 12:01 am (UTC)
I'm sorry.

Did you go to the doctor?
aravistarkheena
Jun. 19th, 2008 12:07 am (UTC)
No, I've broken enough fingers to know it's just a bruise. I'm just pissed about the whole thing.
darthbatgirl
Jun. 19th, 2008 12:39 am (UTC)
Aww, "hugs" I'm so sorry. You always seem to have bad luck on your rides. "sends more hugs and good thoughts your way"

And thanks for the scans daily link, it was cute and Kyle was pretty.
aravistarkheena
Jun. 19th, 2008 12:55 am (UTC)
*hugs back* I ride a lot, I just don't mention it unless I get hurt.

The second panel where he's smiling is lovely. <3
stalinglim
Jun. 19th, 2008 01:20 am (UTC)
*hugs* sorry 'bout your fingers, hon! That stinks. :(
aravistarkheena
Jun. 19th, 2008 03:09 am (UTC)
*hugs back* I iced them earlier, they feel a bit better now.
sensitivefish
Jun. 19th, 2008 03:07 am (UTC)
Firstly, I'm sorry to hear about your hand... drivers can be assholes.

Secondly... HOLY SHIT I LOVE IT!!

I think this is my favorite line: Setsuna fucked like Setsuna flew.

I like the way you portray Lockon - I think often people make him too perfect, and I like this kind of a more human version of him. I mean, he's still cool and experienced and Lockon... and is willing to please his lover any way he can. And Setsuna... the dear boy over-thinks things doesn't him. I love him as a top, and I would love to see how this kind of relationship would look like few months down the line.

Excellent job, mucho love to you for writing it!
aravistarkheena
Jun. 19th, 2008 03:50 am (UTC)
Eh, it's not the first nor the worst accident I've been in, it just made me mad.

I'm glad that you liked it. Setsuna/Lockon is my favorite pairing for this fandom, so I love writing it. :DD

I like it when Lockon is occasionally left bemused and befuddled, it keeps him honest. :D

As for Setsuna, oh he totally over thinks things. Totally. :DDD
rubyofkukundu
Jun. 19th, 2008 08:17 am (UTC)
There's something really hot about a slightly uncertain and very aroused uke!Lockon <3 <3 <3
aravistarkheena
Jun. 20th, 2008 02:43 am (UTC)
I totally agree. >:DDDD
thewaywardrose
Jun. 20th, 2008 03:21 am (UTC)
Sorry about the asshole driver. He was probably talking on his cellphone too. -_-

Thanks for posting this fic despite feeling like crap! It is great. ♥
aravistarkheena
Jun. 21st, 2008 12:54 am (UTC)
I'm glad that you liked the story. :D
pfmoi
Sep. 24th, 2008 03:23 pm (UTC)
*drools all over this fic* I LOOOOOOVE it! They're so damned REAL! The sex is good Lockon's introspection on Setsuna is good, Setsuna is fuckin' DROOL-worthy.....this are good fic!
karinablue_rose
Jan. 16th, 2009 03:53 pm (UTC)
Love,love,love,LOVE THIS.I LOVE ukeLockon.It is more enteraining seeing him being on the receiving end for once.

Edited at 2011-01-15 01:01 am (UTC)
aravistarkheena
Jan. 15th, 2011 01:22 am (UTC)
*high five*

I'm glad you liked it. Setsuna likes to get his own back. :D
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